does impatience ever pay off? what if you are impatiently being patient. does it? i am not sure.

so i won't be

i feel like someone is forcing me to become an adult,
the kind of machine that works instead of plays,
that disciplines instead of dreams,

those who choose to rationalize instead of using their imaginations.
I don't like how it feels. to be this type of human.
so i won't be.